Pregnant With Twins & He Left Me For 20 Year Old
We've been together for 11 years, married for 8. We have a 3 year old and I'm currently pregnant with twins. My husband left me 17 weeks ago for a 20 year old girl he claims to be in love with (he is 32).
I choose to show him kindness, love, compassion and forgiveness. But I am always met with anger and hate. He has accused me of trapping him, being a horrible wife and trying to sabotage his life. We found out I was 6 weeks pregnant 4 weeks after we separated. My sweet God worshiping husband is so out of character, he begged me to get an abortion. He refuses to look at these babies as blessings and signs from God, but sees them as an evil ploy to keep him with me and miserable.
Family and friends think I'm crazy, but I continue to love him the way the Lord would love me if I sinned against him. I pray for my husband not to come back to me, but to return to God in his weakness. To surrender himself. All aspects of his life are falling apart, except for his relationship with the girl, so he clings tighter. At this point there is no winning him back or making him see the light on my own.
I ask you all that you pray with me, that God may move him. Return his heart and affection not to me, but to God. And if it is God's will, my husband's heart will belong to his wife and kids once again. Amen.
I pray with all of you women and men who have lost your spouse to evil. I pray that God restore what has been lost. But until then, I pray for your comfort and strength.
Any encouragement or suggestions would be most appreciated.